my Hidden pain
how did i get to be me i see what happened to the child playing happily amid the trees, the bees, at the sea torn to shreds heads banging voices nagging body gagging not allowed here grow up work today play tomorrow sorrow pain tears of rain weeding, pulling out plants killing my green friends [...]
Doing versus Being
February 19, 2012 ~ Just writing, not “poetry” My meditation with God this morning… deep into my meditation …. how do I manifest what I desire….what do I need to “do” differently? God/Source shared… we are One, we are WE…there is no You and Me… I am experiencing life through you, as you, with you, [...]
God simply does Not Care!
If Source/the Universe/the Cosmos is All Things and is Experiencing Itself as All things and .. loves everything without conditions….because IT IS All things… then Source, All That Is really DOES NOT CARE if I am filled with joy, sorrow, pain, anger, remorse, regret, excitement… because IT is here to EXPERIENCE ALL THINGS in ALL [...]
the Divine I am
the Divine experiencing life through me as me all around me loving me always thee and i are the One I am the sun shining brightly the fuzz between my toes the liquid flowing from my nose the dirt I scrub off things the bee’s sting I am them all and more all I adore [...]
the ALL of me …
I am God Source Consciousness Eternity … contemplating the vast ocean the sea of me I live in and upon pondering the fog I have lived within seeing only partly the art of which I am made wading through the waters of me I see the pee I am flowing into the bowl below so [...]
My unleashed woman-ness wants…
to scream myself alive to yell naked in the streets I want to be free to be me accept myself as I am I am tired of hiding behind rules I am sick of waiting inside prisons of fear so tightly wound up and misshapen I wonder if I can yet unfurl myself into my [...]
coming Home
source energy knows how to blow the wind seed the soil nourish the plants i look upon a world with amazing eyes inhale the fragrance of flowers cascading waterfalls my heart beating blood flows the body knows what to do without direction no detecting the magic of it all microscopic motions keeping me alive and [...]
Hidden
oh the kiss of truth the emptiness i feel the fullness overflowing the knowing of knowing everything and nothing combined no longer confined creation creating the form undivided by the songs of right or wrong unseparated not tossed to and fro the woes of different places the traces of faces poised in different truths wars, [...]
by what measure
by what measure do i judge my life what gauges am i using turning up down and around defining myself my qualities and faults whose mind is wound so intimately in mine they can define me where is the freedom in this whose kiss of death am i making my own whose throne do i [...]
I am life
i am life and so the soul lingers amidst wet strands of green moistening my skin feet becoming the grass like glass i see through into the ground I pound upon the soil toiling turning over and over seeds spinning coming alive dancing in the night up up up through it all and seeing me [...]